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absolutely sleepy, lethargic, senseless and tired right now.

i got 2 birthdays to celebrate later. mongolian buffet at park mall later. phuture on a big big saturday night. my friend booked a room at corptherne hotel too. prospectively exciting and enjoyable night.

yesterday was bowling at kallang leisure mall with my army friends. they can all bowl better than me and the gutter was my best friend that night. i still prefer the bowling alley at east coast park for some reasons. the good thing bout' kallang bowl is that the tv on top will explain how to knock down those pins effectively.

anyway, i hope to have a thicker hairdo..

due to some hard persuasion from my army colleagues, i have just installed warcraft into my laptop. learning the ropes of playing dota. the game is rather straight forward, or rather idiot proof. but, i don't enjoyed it at all. i will probably stick to my football manager game for the time being. i have decided to save up for a playstation 3 for the sake of watching dvds and playing grand theft auto 4, winning eleven, etc..

my friends usually labeled me as 'random'. its true. i'm having a hard time sleeping at night recently as my brain kept me thinking while lying down on my bed. can someone just wake me up at one go? why is it so hard to shirk off some memories that filled you with regrets and angst? the false hopes that i was lead on earlier left a bitter taste in me. everything will soon turn into hatred if those stuffs keep on hogging me.

no one understands.

i changed my lj's skin again. it seems that the skins provided my lj is not really nice as compared to other blog sites.

last wednesday night was spent at butterfactory. to my surprise, one room played a mixture of mambo and hip hop music. sadly, that didn't attract the crowd as compared to the next room that play rnb and hip hop genres. i like to club on wednesday now. the crowd seems to be a mixture of youths that are studying as compared to friday and saturdays one. somehow, i thoroughly enjoyed myself at butter though the queuing up process was forgettable.

paris international buffet on saturday. i liked the abalone and the scallops alot. the price is a lil hefty as compared to sakura buffet. but they say, paris is much more better than the latter. i don't quite enjoy eating oysters as there is a tinge of fishy taste that lingers in my tongue after that. the lemon doesn't seems to make a much difference.

i should make my way to bed now. man u match up at 2 hours later. still contemplating whether to watch it or not. but i guessed the answer is 'no'. i don't wish to get caught for sleeping at work. alright. night!

catholic is my faith. but i will never have the courage to forgive murderers. just like this --> http://www.thestandard.com.hk/news_detail.asp?pp_cat=30&art_id=85132&sid=24636605&con_type=1

mdis gave me a call today. they got my contact number through their site when i was downloading the brochure about mass communication. the school invited me for a talk at their premises but i decline as i'm not ready to take up a course yet.

my playlists are in a big mess. i shouldn't have meddle with my hard drive that led to the disk crash. 1.5 years worth of videos, songs and pictures have been destroyed by my own hands.

cool! i just realized the weekends are nearing. 4 more days. =D

happy gals are a joy. can i attract myself to their happy hearts?

my cousin had a talk with me during my bali trip. she explained to me that i should start planning ahead while doing my national service. in addition, i should start asking myself the jobs that i will be interested in. a good piece of advice will be i should start eliminating the things that doesn't interest me so as to determine my strengths. i always have a passion for history or journalism since young, but i'm not proficient in my language and in this realistic world, its not easy to make a career out of history either.

i'm left with 3 universities choices in singapore. sim, kaplan or mdis. the degrees offered are not promising which left me to regret for not working hard during polytechnics. but, i should try and work harder in future. my dream will be heading abroad to australia or the states. its a great opportunities to be independent and make new friends.

right now, i'm looking at every courses offered and hope a miracle will happen!

i love to travel. bali being my latest destination has spurred me on once again to go overseas. i love the beach and sun at bali though the cuisine and traffic proved otherwise. i thought bali was like 1 hour away from singapore but never did i know its a good 2 hours away. the breeze was amazing probably due to the winter at australia. i'm quite tanned now!

whats next on my list? taipei? i don't think that will happen after all now. probably australia around december? but the expenses will be huge. what about somewhere further like the states where i can take refuge with my cousins?

monday is offically back to work. argh. that sucks. my one week vacation is over. i'm going to stone for the rest of my life. that sucks.

facebooked.
that was in the past.
she has someone in her heart right now!
my blessings are still there
sometimes, i do envy her a lot.

may God bless her! =D